So…. For years I’ve been hearing from people, Oh You should do Wilderness Therapy, oh, that’s such the thing for you, oh your lifestyle is so aligned with that model….oh…yada yada yada….and I really believe in it! I’ve been considering what that would look like, and I believe in the power of the woods, the power of a hard reset, the attunement that happens with nature and spirit. Spirit…..mmmmm…. Spirit. Connections to spirit are my journey, and it’s been a confusing journey, a deepening practice and a powerful opportunity for growth to understand what spirituality means for each and every one of us. But I am just coming into my spiritual power, and it means I want to live and breathe every moment from a place of spirit. I found it really challenging to have boundaries around my relationship with Spirit during my time at Wilderness. L I am an all or nothing kind of person, and finding balance is part of my journey too. BUT! Oh my god, also, Insecurities! What a fabulous team they had, apparently they all went to school together, and I just didn’t feel like I fit in. Also, I realized that my mindfulness, and presence practice just isn’t deep enough, or stable enough under stress… and also my transparency isn’t either. L Boo…but I’ve been calling in working on my non-verbal’s for a while. Grrr…. Sometimes it’s really overwhelming to know what I am meant to work on, for what opportunities and positions…. But mostly, I want to have more freedom, support and compassion than what was available during my time….
–sigh- I’m also really hoping that I can