Where would you like to travel too?
I really…. Really want to become a mom. I kinda want a life partner. Well…I do, but It feels confusing because – I’ve been preparing to be a single mom my entire life…..Now all the sudden I change all my ways of thinking, processing and relating to men?
Yikes. – That feels like a lot.
I yearn so strongly and deeply, and I also hurt, push and test so much.
I am working through these patterns… I think? With who? Ahhh…again. The practice. Well…I try. I am becoming more and more aware of my own process and needs…. More aware of the balance of masculine and feminine, I seek and need, More aware of how, where and when to be myself, where and what energy to bring, cultivate, and radiate.
See the feminine way is to be flexible…different in different environments. I used to feel confused by that….or think it was “manipulation” but – Really…my intention isn’t always to manipulate to get my needs met.
Sometimes…. I need to play, laugh and joke with the environment, or interact differently TO KEEEP YOUR ATTENTION. Y’all come on! I’m ADHD.
No…I’m a woman and my mood and energy changes every 5 minutes. 😉 Experience your changing moods as they arise.