I’ll tell you what it’s not. Control. Love is not control…unless there is consent and communication, but then is it really control….or the play of control between two consenting adults? 😉
I always felt like there was something to be fixed, or some way to be fixed and only in learning to love myself unconditionally, now it’s a practice, for all my strengths and weaknesses am I able to accept her and my father. J
But…. They say…the deepest spiritual practice is the one that deepens with family. J I think I am ready….I mean, life’s too short. I am as ready as I will ever be.
I’m also like…. As I am coming into work as a healer, I will feel naturally recharged by her healing powers as my madre, and kids too…Kids fill my healing powers up from those that are sucking them dry……J
Other practices that feed my intuition would be meditation, other sensitive humans, dance, practicing from my intuition, softening, yoga, safety and animals!! J